Billy Ruben, Why??????

mervyn_perving wrote:Oi mate

why have you defamed me on your jerkoff forum

I didn't mean any ill when I said you sold me out so I don't see where the need is to bash me

you called me a fatfuck and said my music is not art and is crap

these are very hurtful to me as I thought we where homies but alas you ripped me

I hope we can sort this out bro

Awwwwww...I'm sorry Mervyn.

Just because I'm a stuck-up punk arse bitch don't take my critiques of you so seriously.

No,I really am an elitist.

I want you here Mervyn,to be the guiding light of Sodlike Productions.I left...

but since you SEEM so sincere,I had to put your little heart and mind to rest.

I'm afraid you're the pre-cursor to a new form of music and communication in this Sodomite world.

I don't like it,but can't stop it happening.Like The Velvet Underground years before,they were the first to raise

the issue of society decaying in death,drugs and decadence.You herald in the total dysfunction of family units

and personal relationships on a global scale.I'd kill you just to stop this process,but others will just pick up the mantle.

I didn't sell you out,I was under attack by the Tis-Sods and Forum-motion weren't too happy with Fujita/K-Fed and you

leave that mad berk Canadian for DEAD.Get it.Sods fault this happened.Otherwise,no-one would know about Circle Jerk.

The way I wanted it.

But TisSod wants to harp on about me with under-age girls...and she said FUCK OFF,so I did.

Guess what,I ignored all of sods ploys and got another Chinese email.Sorry,not interested.He plays dirty filthy games and I'm not interested.

You are Sodlikes guiding mind now Mervyn...do the place justice,I just can't be arsed with the Spikey Wikey one any longer.

Love,Billy Ruben.

mervyn_perving wrote:wouldn't it be fresh to see my mum and father fucking on a porno as they conceived me
I wish I was jazzed on a stick of dynamite because that rapist bitch made my life hell.

Just had to advertise your signature Mervyn,Sod's too stingey and doesn't allow them unless you're logged on.

He does it for mobile phones to browse easier.Hate that.

Watching your parents fuck,they'd be pretty amateur back then,not the hard-core double ended stuff 'ole Matress Back does these days

and possibly on you at say...15 ? I'd watch anyone fuck...as long as it's legal.The voice in my head,known as Megan the occultist oftens asks me

over to watch her fuck her brother,or that black dog thing they got.I was mixed in reaction,1. I was revolted 2.strangely turned on by her.

You see,the act,made me sick,but seeing her get off properly without the judgement or fear,got me off a bit.She's experimental,to the avante garde.

I gave her a few fantasies back over the years,once wanked for three hours to them group fucking,but the six months of psychic torture,cured me of that.

I'm over it now...But I was never in love.My niece however,turns me on and the heart throbs at the same time,so,I must've found a sexual love for her,

somehow.I hate being in love,to selfish,want all my thoughts to myself,than thinking of someone else.But with her,it came natural and by stealth.

I wasn't even aware until the "Fat One" (Richard) played a little game.That he regrets by now,most deeply I'd say old chap.


You never know Merv...you might have been her rotten mother in a former life...and this hell you endure,might be the result of

what you've done previously.I hope not....Cause I hate Kharma God,it does no good to make people rinse and repeat,lifetime after lifetime.

It's D-EVOlution my son.